Another step towards fulfillment

How long has it been? For someone who loves to write, I should be on here every other day. I think i have a new item for goal list. From ramp agent to waste removal. You never know what's to come your way. Waste removal may sound like a shitty job (pun intended) but its a nice job. I would highly recommend this job for starters. Being that im 26, im no longer a starter. For the time being im getting by. My blessings and self fulfillment is only steps in front of me. I think im climbing each day. Once i get my financial aid together, i'll be attending college. Hopefully i get this nice paying job my uncle referred me to. In 4 mos i'll be a married man. I say that with a smile on my face. I think about the wedding more than Joyce probaly think. 1st come love then come then comes marriage, here comes the baby in the baby carriage. Lol...so gay. Im hoping this pre marital counseling will push us to have a more active relationship with God. Can i get tatted, drink alcohol, and watch porn and still have a healthy relationship with God? I see so many big things in the future. I only wish for Tianna to go though this happiness with me full-time. Living with her mom is really gonna take away from being in a happy home. Joyce gave me the responsibility of finding our new home. I dont want to hear no mouth when I say this is where we moving to. New job...school...new home...marriage... children. Im going to be a happy and blessed man. while im waiting for tomorrow, i need to focus on today. Planning is coming along fine, but we need about 7k more to be cleared from all wedding expenses. Joyce we need a loan! No matter what i know history is gonna take place July 6. I think everything is coming along good. Once i add the God factor, everything will be great.