Football season begin

What a day, what a day. So many annoyances. Easy route, but a normally short day turned into a long one, because of this bs assignment we had to do in the morning. Seem like every dog today wanted to bark, can you say headache. I even contemplated stomping on a dog's snout today ( and they call Vick cruel). Today is the start of the football season, Steelers vs the Titans, dont care who win, but i hope my fantasy qb (big Ben) put up some big numbers tonight. I planned on going to Fridays to watch the game, eat some wings and maybe drink a long island, but its getting kind of late. I still have to shower and shave (maybe masturbate) feelin horny for no apparent reason. Read day 3 and it lifted me up. I find out TT isnt wearing her glasses at school, that girl she gonna do what sh think she can get away with. I think she will run wild unless she's under my control, Im starting to get a sense that her mom cant handle her. Kickoff is mins away, let me get ready. Wish i had some snacks :(

home sweet home

Finally made it home. Seem like I was at work forever. Days like this make me just say eff it and quit. Be patient. My blessings are coming. Patience is something i have to work. Sometime i want what i want ASAP. Tomorrow's gonna be another long day, have to attend an event in the morning, before i start my route. *sigh*.........Business is over, let me enjoy my relaxation period.

Another day

3 blogs in 2 days not bad at all. Pat on the back for me (lol). Went to work, nothing unusual. The day went by smoothly minus, bug bites, and another day of seeing and smelling dog poop. I di my 8 hours, and left business behind until tomorrow. Went to the grocery store got a few items. Even picked up carrotcake. Some o the things i like now, was so eewww to me. Thank you Lord fo sending me someone who can open my taste to different things (love you Joyce). Feels so good to be home, made me a pb and j sandwich, actually it was 2. Im so tempted to make another, but i know dinner is a few short hours away. I can mange. last night i read some previous blogs, and was kind of disappointed that i started something and didnt finish. In order to accomplish goals, I have to finish what I start. I said a little prayer, and began Purpose Driven Life again...FROM THE BEGINNING. read day 1 , 39 days to go. Wife gets off at 9p, so let me shower so i can be fresh for her. Maybe if i spray on some smell good, i might get some tonight.....I'll keep my fingers croosed

A plan

I been moving in all directions, making life a hassle. Should i do this or should i do that. I wanna be this, I wanna be that. Now that i finally made a decision with the help of my wife, I can move forward with the plans, and work on being a good provider for my family. Unc told me about a job opportunity and what i had to do to qualify for the job. I have my license to ride on a boat, and i get cpr license next week. With the lord Blessing, this job will be mine. This job will be a big step in moving closer to our goals. Job with better pay, school, New home, new car, influential black make teacher, I see a promising future ahead

catching up

Woooow, Last blog March 19. Feels like so long ago.... So much has happened in the past 6 months. Im a married man. Saying it, seeing it, or writing it, I cant believe it. Leonard's a married man, what makes it even better is that im married to my dream woman, no settling for me. More good news.... My wife is 5 months pregnant, Boy or girl, I dont know, but I do know we gonna give this child everything a child could ever want. This is the way it was supposed to be....Husband and Wife creating a baby together in a happy household. So much plans ahead of us... exciting, but the unknown is kind of scary.

I am not an accident

I fulfilled day 2 of my promise. I read day 2, it wasnt as interesting as day 1, but it confirmed some things i already knew. I was born for a reason. Even though i wasnt planned by my mother, I was brought into this world for a reason. The book says I was made exactly the way God wanted. My characterizations was all in his plan. Why would he create me with flaws? Why not create every human perfect? That is a question I hope to have an answer one day. If I was created the way God planned, that means i have to accept everything about myself. Verse to remeber: I am your creator. You were in my care before you were born.

Finding my purpose

So i bought this book titled, "The Purpose Driven Life" The book asks you to make a covenant to commit 40 consecutive days, reading a chapter per day. Today March 11, 2009 I read the first chapter. So far so good. 40 days im gonna try my hardest to blog about the valuable information I took in. I realized that I was living a self-centered life. I do think about others, and usually put others first. The person I should put 1st in life was the one on the back burner. Before my mom knew who I was, God already had me envisioned. If he created me, then he's the holder of my purpose. Im not the most spiritual person, but as i take this step into marriage, I plan to build a stronger relationship with God. Something the book say that touched my heart was " A rope made of three cords is hard to break. With God completing Joyce and I, nothing can stop us. I must learn that its not about me. I must live for God and he will reward me with great Joy and satisfaction. How can i remind myself,that im supposed to live for God and not me? Bible verse for the day, Everything got started in him, and finds its purpose in him. I really cant wait to get into day 2.

Another step towards fulfillment

How long has it been? For someone who loves to write, I should be on here every other day. I think i have a new item for goal list. From ramp agent to waste removal. You never know what's to come your way. Waste removal may sound like a shitty job (pun intended) but its a nice job. I would highly recommend this job for starters. Being that im 26, im no longer a starter. For the time being im getting by. My blessings and self fulfillment is only steps in front of me. I think im climbing each day. Once i get my financial aid together, i'll be attending college. Hopefully i get this nice paying job my uncle referred me to. In 4 mos i'll be a married man. I say that with a smile on my face. I think about the wedding more than Joyce probaly think. 1st come love then come then comes marriage, here comes the baby in the baby carriage. Lol...so gay. Im hoping this pre marital counseling will push us to have a more active relationship with God. Can i get tatted, drink alcohol, and watch porn and still have a healthy relationship with God? I see so many big things in the future. I only wish for Tianna to go though this happiness with me full-time. Living with her mom is really gonna take away from being in a happy home. Joyce gave me the responsibility of finding our new home. I dont want to hear no mouth when I say this is where we moving to. New job...school...new home...marriage... children. Im going to be a happy and blessed man. while im waiting for tomorrow, i need to focus on today. Planning is coming along fine, but we need about 7k more to be cleared from all wedding expenses. Joyce we need a loan! No matter what i know history is gonna take place July 6. I think everything is coming along good. Once i add the God factor, everything will be great.