dont like this feeling

Beautiful today, but not in the best of mood to enjoy it. Being home majority of the time is starting to become depressing, and not having no dough makes it rougher. Everything just feel so different, i dont feel that sexual spark with my wife right now ( i have it, i dont think she does). I just feel so insignificant, hopefully when school start all this will pass. I just feel like taking a long car ride. Feels like my only companion is the little one